okay.. i've allowed myself to become very distracted by the decorations of my page when i should probably be focusing on its content.. rite?
hehehe.. today has passed quickly.. between preparing for school and cleaning my room for my cousin's arrival and shopping for my sisters present.. i've found myself horribly overwhelmed and dealing with my tasks in the worst way ever.. simply avoiding them.. the tv is WAY too good a form of procrastination.. hehehe..im so scatterbrained... watch me switch subjects again.. ^_^
i knoe this guy.. he doesn't actually believe in emotion.. wellz.. he does somewhat.. but not really.. everything he decides in life has to be based on logic.. so lets say hes got a friend.. he completely disregards as MUCH emotional attachment to his friend as possible and bases their friendship on LOGIC.. ugh.. *kimmie is annoyed*.. he has "levels" of friends.. strangers, acquaintances, friends, good friends, best friends.. he moves people up and down his scale constantly.. based on to what degree this person is acting like a friend.. it is an EFFORT to stay his friend.. because hes always re-arranging you on his stoopid little scale.. how impractical is that?! to be so busy rating people in your life instead of taking all that they are for what they are.. how can you appreciate someone's personality if youre ALWAYZ evaluating how they act? i mean.. granted.. we all have our own little scale in our heads.. but isnt it often that you disregard it because of forgiveness.? or compassion? or just the fact that you think this person is cool and you WANT to know them? don't you and someone just ever CLICK and bOOM friendship!.. maybeeh you havent known them as long as some of your current friends.. but you put them in yoor life so fast the scale in your head doesnt even exist for that person.. but hey.. maybeeh im wrong *yeah rite*... maybeeh this works for him... but you can't care with your mind.. i mean.. you should always be lookin out for a bad situation with people.. but it just kills me cuz this little "system" turns people into robots.. processing people and tearing apart their qualities to fit the perfect idea of a *friend*.. no ones perfect.. and not everyone knows how to be a good friend.. but how can you put them out of your life because of that? i know a LOT of jerks that care about me.. they don't always THINK about how to show me.. but i know they care cuz they say so and i say so.. see?? FRIENDS!!!... so BITE MEEH!!!
people are always lookin out for themselves so much they forget about the people their protecting themselves from....they block out some really amazing people.. and the cautious people are the ones that miss out.. and even if someone does mess up.. forgiveness means time for a person to heal and accept that someone messed up... the time is not fer them to wait until someone has earned their way back in their lives and up their scale.. sorry, guy.. i tink youre nuts...
