shycutiepie918: ugh.. its so impossible to be a virtuous college student
shycutiepie918: the two roles just conflict
LiLi32: those words shouldn't even be in teh same sentence

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so i want to change my life.. and heres the situation..

big party at best friends house in ann arbor vs. bible study and weekend with the fam

you look at the choices and snap judgement.. one is OBVIOUSLY NOT GOD... last bible study Gary said that after awhile, choices get pretty clear.. and i've come to the realization that the choices are always pretty clear.. yoo just have to dare to see it.. like this situation.. taking a look outside of what ive become accustomed to preferring.. this would be a HUGE step toward being the kind of person i want to be.. or a giant step BACK to who i've always been..

n then theres the whole part of me that struggles with the fact that i am at the age where partying and mistakes are almost demanded.. life experience calls for it! but.. then you can argue that there are always obstacles no matter what age youre at..

its a struggle because this would be a time of compromise.. but honestly.. thats such a copout..

so.. resolution: go to the party.. but behave..