what is insane is that over a year can go by and i havent touched this blog..

so yet another year begins and im about to head off to vegas to meet up with old friends.. best friends actually.. minus a few favorites of course.. when everyone left ann arbor, i was so scared we would never be able to maintain the friendships that had gained legendary status.. everytime i leave to see them again, i feel that fear start to rise again in my heart.. so far, nothing seems different.. we can all obviously live without day-to-day contact, and when we see each other again.. it feels familiar.. like im seeing them after a long weekend.. but each new trip.. i worry.. will things be the same again?

i know its silly to worry.. especially since these exact worries have been more than quelled when i actually see them.. but things can change so fast.. priorities can turn with the natural changes we have to make to adapt to inevitable situations..

i would elaborate more but i feel like my urge to share has come and quickly gone.. i feel this has been a productive pondering.. maybe i'll do it again before another year passes..